it just feels fucking unfair that i can pick up on others' moods and emotions quickly enough to know that they are upset and do something about it (even if it lands me in unfavourable positions) and yet it is never the same for me wtf it feels like i'm the only alien left here that has intuition

maybe my newly discovery in life is really just: what did you expect lmao
and also: why do you bother when they don't?

i just constantly feel like my effort and maybe even heart is just wasted on futile daydreams