i am really sick and tired of having no one to talk to about this or anyone to even help me with this
in an environment where asking for help from anyone is akin to them doing my work for me

what a joke, really

i feel like i wasted 3 years of my life
burnt out, burnt out.

i have zero zest
and zero love for life.
here's to 84 more days of wishing i didn't wake up