“I am so perfect so divine so ethereal so surreal

I cannot be comprehended except by my permission”
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“I give a fuck. I give lots of fucks, actually.
I’m a prostitute of feelings.”
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“Stop measuring days by degree of productivity and start experiencing them by degree of presence.”
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February's ending in a day

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Finally i have some me time to just sit down and... blog (or rather... post my pictures somewhere). I've missed this so much omg. I don't know what is it about pictures and i but i cannot seem to live without taking at least 5 pictures a day or posting them somewhere. I think not doing that will drive me insane. Here is my last half of february in pictures and everything i have to write/tell: (granted that someone is even reading this)

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Remember very vividly i was dead sick on this friday @ Marymount Convent because i puked all the bile i had in me the whole day T_T

 

^ was when i could still manage to camwhore because subsequently i realised i slept through the entire 3 hour break and almost puked on a kid afterwards...................... zzzz. Went home and slept for an hour or two and miraculously healed (???!??) Thank goodness tho, because i had a full shift the next day HAHAHA #neverdiebefore #sickstillwannawork 

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Every weekend i feel so much better though

   

   

 

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Right after that weekend ^ i had a terrible cough that lasted for like... 1 1/2 weeks sighpie

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Probably the hugest and most beautiful and well sunlit holding school compound i've ever seen

 

 

 

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Introducing my workmates! Have been seeing them for an entire month and now (27/02) that the job has ended, it feels a little weird not being able to work with some of them/see them back in the office. This is just Claudia and Louisa tho! One of the craziest girl i've seen man

 

 

Lulz project manager and Melvin who checks our photos everyday

 

wow much glam, many pretty 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

don't ask me how this happened in 10 minutes, i don't know either

 

 

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If our flowers can be so pretty just like that, i cannot wait to go to Japan hurhur sakuraland

 

 

 

aren't we the most annoying colleagues ever AHHAHAHA

Went for Roxy banmian with them, and then some random dinner pic while i was with Kianyong and Yixuan LOL

 

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VDAY!!!!!!!! Couldn't find a cab for like 45 minutes zzzzzzz

 

 

me being someone's pity date on vday HAHAHAHAH

 

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HAHAHAHA every weekend is the same

   

 

    

Missed them so much so i crashed their's after work!!!

 

 

 

 

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Sundays:

 

met the JC kids again

 

 

 

 

#sampat #stompuslor

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

i miss my unicorn :-(

 

 

why my best friends all so pretty wan

 

 

 

ft. some stupid fat cat i saw otw back omg

  

 

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a really pretty evening

 

and a really good morning

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The day i slacked with Eugene 

 

 

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the tree i pass by everyday without fail when my schools were all at the west

 

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Hairul, cousin, Candace ^_^

   

 

 

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lulz my cousin wtshit

we printed tons of these and pasted it everywhere at the office, meme-ing it "kids, be quiet"

 

Dongxiang, Clauds, Louisa, Jiamao and cousin

 

ft. Junjie

 

 

 

ft. shocked Mel

 

spot the half covered heart shaped cloud

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lolol me at work and after work

  

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WERK

 

 

   

Then HCJC's Wanderlust with these girls!!! Was such a great night with them, they are officially my self proclaimed concert buddies HAHAHA

 

* finally got day off and can dress up so must camwhore pls forgive

 

Jiajia y u blink ;_; #unpreparedjiahui

 

Some junior photobombed us omg

 

 

heheh Shuyi my official ec magnet and Mr Yong's blackest student #2

 

 

 

Jun, Jia and Rachel :-)

   

 

 

 

 

 

 

just us in different positions LOL

 

 

 

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My vday rose fell apart so perfectly the other day that i am convinced sometimes things fall apart just the right way

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Me in a cab @ 615am... which was my life for the last 32 days i am really, really glad it is over

 

OH and this is the only kid that caught my eyes (and heart) after meeting 600x32 student omg ^

Had dinner with them after our last day, as much as i enjoy their company, i don't enjoy the company (haHa HaH aHahaH)

Farewell friends hahaha hope we'll still somehow stay in contact

 

   

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(ya so much for the last day of work) ((worked a reshoot because $$$)

Eugene and Helly!!! ^_^

 

Then met up with the bestfriend at town cause i missed her so much BUT LOOKING AT HER REPLIES I DON'T THINK THIS IS MUTUAL :@ and saw a lil of Bb too :*

  

 

 

my pretty bff 53v4

 

 

met a REAAAAAAAAAALLLLY tall man

   

BAOBAI!!!!!!!! My feb 8s

 

  

7/8 years and counting

 

 

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Went out with the deskm8 yesterday hur hur thank you for escorting me to the dentist

#STEP

   

  

SUPERMARKET FLASHER HAHAHAH 

 

Had really yummy food with Benjiamin (as always)

Went to VJ afterwards and man i missed seeing these people :') met so many familiar faces and lololol unavoidably some pricks. wow i never knew i hated being associated with you this much. in all honesty i hope i never see you again.

but das ok, all that matters, are those who matter

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This was work today:

   

 

MY BBYGIRL nobody has any idea how much i missed her and how much i love her. Tbh idek why i am so attracted to her and so biased towards her because it totally isn't mutual, she is always shitting on me when i dry her and it only happens to me :-( She also nibbles me alot HAHAHAHA like what i insta video-ed sigh pie BUT THEY SAY LUFF(y) HURTS RIGHT 

  

 

 

 

 

 

I hate how iPhone (pix) have beautiful colours but sometimes resolution suck and Samsung's colour is so freaking ugly but has huge resolutions???????? Cmon iphone CMON SAMSUNG??????????

 

He is my banmian buddy now and Luffy's paw now is as huge as my feet..... in December it was only as huge as my hand.............. and now i cannot stand above her back without tiptoeing. Girl, you are growing too fast and too much, you are only 1 years old i wonder how big she will get?

 

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Dyeing my hair again tomorrow because......... just because. I've been waiting for this for so long so i've decided to just quit working because initially i planned to do this job ^ in the morning (now that my weekday job has officially ended) then head over to Cold Storage to work the 5-10pm shift for the remaining of my holidays (but they don't allow dyed hair)..... then i decided not to since people suggested not to (thank u for responding!!!) and i've heard way too much about design students being deprived of a life and sleep so i might as well enjoy my holiday now. I well deserve this!!!!!! School has started for most and i cannot help but feel like a school drop-out/excluded/cooped up/restless/useless... but i also don't really want school to start because i'm not prepared for the stress and competition ;_; sigh pie!!! I shall worry about that later on; meanwhile, only 30+ days more to Japan! :-) OH AND I GOT MY DSLR LAST SUNDAY and this is enough to make me happy for some time (final-frikkin-ly) because my weekday job has made me insanely miserable and upset for a month it is unbelievable how i can be so downcast because of a job that doesn't actually require much effort or strength. Guess this is why they say choose a job you enjoy because if you hate it you confirm suffer la walao (!!!) i mean seriously. I am still so happy it is over although it has been days? Never again with such an inefficient bunch. My holidays has only just begun so...  BOOKS AND STAYOVERS, HERE I COME!!!1!1!!1!!!!