Just one of those days i feel like a superficial and shallow little prat wishing i was like one of those girls.

Those who'll get their numbers asked by people on facebook/streets, get complimented by random strangers,

 had a shitload of admirers or basically just those girls who don't even have to try.  I'm so tired of being so

 insignificant idek. The only thing i don't have to try for is fade into the background; i think i get an A1 for that

That being said, i don't spend all my days having a mindset like this and of course i know there are people who appreciate me.