Just a random update before i disappear into my silent world again~

This week seemed unsually long, probably cause of the oral we had this morning. Ruined my sleep sigh. I did a terrible job cause i said the minister's Chinese name wrongly which was an epic fail.

[Waited in the canteen for ~certain people~, talked to grace, jungan, charmaine and shaina, watched my ghost story and suicide circle with them, played with jungan's ipad and got excited over something that didn't happen in the end]

Nyeh T_T I don't want to drop HMT (and i'm scared i would) cause it would be such a waste :( So many tests and the exams are slowly creeping in already. Time please be kind to me? I only have a night left to study for my Math common test cause my mummy is bringing me out tomomrrow... Watching the seniors study makes me dizzy @_@ Well oh well.

P/S AND I'M HAPPY TODAY ;) Sometimes it pays off to be... a little more brave than usual (ahjia i know you're creeping~) But okay all i want to do now i to get a B for my Chinese by the end of the year and pass my Math so yup not very different from what ___ is thinking, minus the ___ part. I think i scare people off tho x)

I've been feeling so out of place in school ._. Not left out, out of place. This sucksssssssss.

No one to relate to, no where that i seem to fit in i'm just strolling alone like a boss ~ It's highly unusual that i'll feel this way... hmm.

Pix.
Y'know, just being normal and drawing mutilated/decapitated people during the Australian Math Competition thing instead of trying to do the math question.



When i stayed back to do my homework with Jiamin and ~certain~ seniors entered and scared me hahahahaha




Then it was my unicorn's birthday~ I'm losing my ability to write nice cards, or vocally tell her my feelings or opinions so i gave her the shortest birthday card ever. It's kinda cold between us now and i don't even know what to do oh well.



Charmaine has been obsessed with tattoos ~

I'll get one if i could :/ But i can't cause i think it's a sin or something so...







Staying in school till 730pm is dope cause there's hardly anyone, and you can enjoy the silence finally. It's great to sit at the back of the canteen listening to the birds' chirps. Oh, and it's cool at night so.. :) It seems almost impossible that our school is some creepy/eerie haunted ground or someone died. Met a blind cat and a very attention seeking and nua cat







we've grown so distant, and for the first time, i don't think it's my fault