i don't see how trying is better than not trying.

Cause apparently

"you don't know if you will succeed if you don't try;

1) you succeed, awesome.

2) you fail, it's okay cause you tried"

blablabla all this cliche nonsense we've heard a thousand times.

THUS, it's a win-win situation.

So apparently if you don't try at all, you won't even stand a chance of succeeding, which is to most, a lose-lose situation. Then all the "you've failed yourself" nonsense comes flooding after.

but what if

not succeeding and not failing is a win-win situation for someone else?

i mean what if they're looking for neither and they don't want success/don't feel the need to succeed either...?

1) you don't succeed; you don't feel anything

2) you fail, you feel like a failure for the umpteenth time

matter of perspectives, oh well.

OK NONSENSICAL (1) | LOGIC (0)

i think i'm too tired to think straight, schooldays are so dull and boring and... meh. i'm not mentally present at lessons 75% of the time now

and there's NAPFA tomorrow and i become as stiff as a tree trunk in the presence of so many people. what joy that i've to do all five stations in front of so many people.

“It’s always been hard for me to tell the difference between denial and what used to be known as hope.”
— Michael Chabon, Wonder Boys

“Love is bullshit. Emotion is bullshit. I am a rock. A jerk. I’m an uncaring asshole and proud of it.”
— Chuck Palahniuk

I love you Chuck <3