"But something pivotal was missing for me, something that would make me want to jump out of bed in the morning rather than negotiating with myself for ten more minutes of sleep." no idea what kind of point am i hitting in life that i feel like this; it's been almost a year??????? i'm so tired of feeling like this it's just negative vibes that doesn't go away even with the presence of a quite-wonderful life, functioning family, an amazeballs boyfriend and even animals. i feel like i could do so much better than having to drag my own feet through everyday life so begrudgingly and i'm not even 18 yet  l m a o