Lullaby

Down through the ceiling comes a fire siren and people are screaming that we're supposed to ignore. Then gunshots and tires squealing, sounds that we have to pretend are okay. They don't mean anything. It's just television. An explosion vibrates down from the upstairs. A woman begs someone not to rape her. It's not real. It's just a movie.  

We're the culture that cried wolf.

So grateful for friends like Jiahui and Max now, cause they're going to try their best to get xiang piao piao from China back for me :')
Ridiculous request i know, so i'm all asdfghjkl at how willing they are to accede to that ♥

Watching <<Let's Talk>> and i realised how time consuming it is to actually be in a relationship. Why do people even think about it now?! Yes it's sweet and all but don't you have more important things to do now? But of course, puppy love is undeniably sweet and adorable :B Some stories just make you go aww and :') Okay, or maybe cause i'm over emotional at the moment thanks to the wonderful and glorious time of the month. And for some reason, i keep finding relevant stuff today.

 
T H I S

Which is why i hardly want to text anyone anymore LOLOLOL

And how Pornsak reminds me of Bosco Wong so much
 
Can't exactly figure out if it's a good or bad thing that the borderline scorpion is so relevant ;_;

Just ate like, a whole tin of biscuits because my hormones decides it's fun to leave me with completely no appetite in the morning and insatiable hunger at night. Thanks body, i appreciated that so much. /selfobsessed
But i guess that's what one becomes cause i realised i hardly tell anyone anything. I bet no one believes this anyway since i'm always yakking away about something (which most of the time either falls into the titanic, leodicaprio, horror movies, serial killer, OTHERS affairs or the awkward category) Damn i think i really need to stop talking to myself cause at this rate i'll never have any healthy relationship with anybody omg ;_;
Sigh, i think i should just keep myself busy with endless documentaries on serial killers, cults and... Marilyn Manson :-) That shall keep me from constantly thinking of my life in great detail for no reason at all and start to realise stuff which will lead to overthinking and probably imagining stuff that never took placed at all.
Delusions much.
 I am seriously suspecting most of the things in my life, never actually happened before.....
what the.